The Questions Everyone is Asking
I know this is an assignment but as I was flying to North Carolina to see my family I was asking myself these three questions over and over again in my head. What is my biggest fear of going on this trip, what will be the most difficult part of this experience, and what ways will I change. To be honest with you I don't know really where to start because, I can't even tell you how many times I have ran over these questions in my head and trying to put this thought on paper is unreal. But it feels relieving being able to tell it to people on my blog.
My biggest fear well there are tons that I could say. One is what if I am not able to handle all the emotions and I am terrible at just letting it all out and just talking to someone. But I know that my group will be super supportive and knowing that we are all going though this together will make me feel so much more comfortable with talking to people. Another one is what if I don't know how to handle the kids and if the kids don't like us.
The most difficult part of this experience will be seeing all these children with these awful disables and the poverty that they have to live with. But some of the stories I have heard of the effects the children have had through out their life's, and yet they always have a smile on their face.
I will change in so many different ways. I will become very independent and more relabel on my self. Another way I will change is I will come back so much more grateful of where I live and the amazing life I have been given.
As I wrote this I realized what everyone has been telling me to just write for my heart and tell everyone how I feel. These three question were exactly what I needed to see what its like to really just self reflect.
My biggest fear well there are tons that I could say. One is what if I am not able to handle all the emotions and I am terrible at just letting it all out and just talking to someone. But I know that my group will be super supportive and knowing that we are all going though this together will make me feel so much more comfortable with talking to people. Another one is what if I don't know how to handle the kids and if the kids don't like us.
The most difficult part of this experience will be seeing all these children with these awful disables and the poverty that they have to live with. But some of the stories I have heard of the effects the children have had through out their life's, and yet they always have a smile on their face.
I will change in so many different ways. I will become very independent and more relabel on my self. Another way I will change is I will come back so much more grateful of where I live and the amazing life I have been given.
As I wrote this I realized what everyone has been telling me to just write for my heart and tell everyone how I feel. These three question were exactly what I needed to see what its like to really just self reflect.
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